In my case, a tiny bit of realisation in a universe of almost infinite possibilities, not so strange if you are able to appreciate infinity (which I, like most humans not on drugs, am not).
I must warn in advance that I studied physics and philosophy of science. Due to the latter especially I have the tendency to add all the caveats I can think of to anything I say. This leads to lengthy sentences and rampant abuse of commas and brackets.
(I'm also leaving on a five-day sailing trip in, well, twenty minutes, which is sure to lead to much contemplation of "WHY AM I HERE" since it is cold, sure to rain, probably stormy and I tend to get seasick.)