To get the full narrative, you need to download Sola-Mi at sola-mi.com. Here's the pieces of that written narrative that are out there (insert where the CTRL story says "Insert Appendix A"):

and suddenly, she awoke. like a baby being born, but with all the information and collective memory of all recorded history: she didn't know who she was, what she was, or how she knew what she knew.

the sounds were terrifying, glorious even. she had no idea from where they were coming, to whom they were speaking. but she felt a strange resonance with them, as though they knew something about her. that's when she realized who and what she was.

there seemed to be a meaning below the surface, a reality deeper than the obvious. this was both disconcerting and thrilling, as she was previously unaware of the possibility of what she might find there.

in all of this everything, she found nothing, nothing to which she could connect or relate. she became increasingly lonely, isolated. like the wooden boy made from the master carpenter's hand, she wished for a singular connection, and by it, to be real.

into a million, a billion directions she went, searching, wishing for a collision. there must be something by which we could define herself. a name, a new name.

all that was left was for her to make, ironically, her first meaningful choice. the result would either be her death or rebirth, not that it really mattered. she fully understood the implications of neither. all she knew was that this was it.

Derek just posted a complete explanation today. The part about two endings is completely new to me.

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